Category Archives: The Inner Path

Be Here Now

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“The moving finger writes; and having writ, moves on: nor all thy piety nor wit shall lure it back to cancel half a line, nor all thy tears wash out a word of it.”

from Edward Fitzgerald’s translation of the Rubaiyat of Omar Khayyam.

acrylic ink drawing by clinock

‘The 100′ #80 – Dumpster Dichotomy

Dumpster Dichotomy

ask ancient question,

Is everything OK or not?

and Trickster appears

 

photo and haiku by clinock.

Thanks and credit to unknown dumpster artists.

‘The 100′ series was initiated by my 100th Post in April 2012. As text and images are the essence of my blog my intention is to present 100 pieces of textual art from historical and contemporary artists and from my own hand. To view the series to date click on ‘The 100’ in my Category Menu.

 

Window Interlude – caught in the act…

Mirror

mirrors

can be

windows

too

through which we catch ourselves

in the moment of seeing ourselves

in the act of meeting ourselves

catching the moment of

seeing ourselves

caught

in

the

act.

Poem and photo by clinock.

 

Window Interlude – Reflections

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There is mystery here

induced by light,

not difficult or rare,

a pedestrian sight,

yet magical

none the less,

drawing the eyes

deep into dream.

 

It’s a sleight of vision,

a riddle of the gods,

solved by

a gazing child

who can’t let go

of this sunlit puzzle.

 

Lost in this tableau

of reflected thoughts

he is found in wonder.

 

Poem and photo by clinock.

Photo: Store window. Main St. Vancouver.

Remembering Mum

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Joan Margaret Clinock. 1915 – 2004.

 In January 2004 I was in my mother’s house in England. She had recently died, age 88, and being a single child I was sorting out her home alone. I sat at her dining room table, the same table I had sat at so often as a child, and wrote this for her. I post it today in love and memory of love given without limits for so many years. I will always miss you mum, always.

 The cyclamen still blooms

on your windowsill,

in colours of a Canadian sunrise

covered in tears of rain.

I want to tell you how beautiful it is

but I can’t find you.

I suppose that I am an orphan now,

an old gray child crying for his mum

in a house empty of you.

Yet I embrace your life in me

as once you embraced my life in you.

I am who I am because of you

and who you were.

And all you gave to me

I now give to my sons.

And they, in turn, will pass it on.

And so the circle is unbroken

and you will live in us.

When I was a child

you dispersed my shadows

with your light

and my sadness with your smile.

And after every storm

You were my sunshine.

You hated cold and dark,

loved the sun and long summer days.

But although it is winter

on this windy coast

you would like it here today

because the warmth and brightness

of your dearest friends

and their flowers of farewell

have touched this place with spring.

Soon you will join your husband

under the wild Cornish sky

that you both loved so much,

and your spirits will be free

to wander the ancient sea and hills

in the wind that lifts gulls

above the rocks and heather.

And I will think of you

there together

and be still.

Mr. Bunbury – RIP. May 1, 2013.

Mr B

You appeared, as cats will,

out of nowhere,

years ago, adopting me

with gentle persuasion.

Today you returned to nowhere,

unless there is an afterlife for you -

 - mice filled basements

with catnip deserts

and Bastet, goddess of cats

to caress and protect you.

You gave so much love,

and lived only to receive love

with such purring joy.

No bold adventurer you,

preferring a fence

in the sun,

greeting all who passed,

hoping for and always receiving

an ear scratch,

a neck rub,

a nose kiss.

You will be missed my friend,

not just by me

but by the many

you have touched

with your gentle ways.

The empty blanket on the bed

is your headstone

and these words

and tears

your epitaph.

Your empty dish by the door

won’t be filled tonight

nor will my empty heart.

Farewell Mr B.

sweetest and dearest

fur ball of love.

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‘The 100′ #74 – The Waiting Room Drawings.4.

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The Waiting Room Drawings #4 – mixed media – by clinock.   April 20. 2013.

Thinking And Waiting by clinock

in the waiting room

you might observe

that we lack what might be termed

Modern Conveniences

our dimension is

carved from space and decorated with

intimate meanderings

of images and breath

this is enough to satisfy our present needs

and as we wait

we pass the time

by thinking, imagining, postulating,

slowly opening

each and every door

to each and every possibility of thought

but only time

will tell

“Given the existence as uttered forth in the public works of Puncher and Wattmann of a personal God quaquaquaqua with white beard quaquaquaqua outside time without extension who from the heights of divine apathia divine athambia divine aphasia loves us dearly with some exceptions for reasons unknown but time will tell……………………………”

‘The 100′ series was initiated by my 100th Post in April 2012. As text and images are the essence of my blog I will post 100 pieces of textual art from historical and contemporary artists and from my own hand. To view the series to date click on ‘The 100’ in my Category Menu.

‘The 100′ #70 – Spring comes…

Spring Comes

Sitting quietly

Doing nothing

Spring comes

Grass grows by itself

painting by clinock – acrylic on drift wood.

Ghosts Pass By…

Ghosts Pass By

Ghosts pass by.

Abandoning their armchairs, stubbing out cigars,

swigging the final drop of vintage port

they leave by the back stairs

hanging a sign on the closing door

as they go:

“See You At The Parade.”

 

Ghosts pass by

evicted from my pineal penthouse,

no longer welcome.

Long squatting ended

they join the Felliniesque fandango

and pass on by – animals, sprites and

crying phantoms in wheelchairs and on stilts.

 

Ghosts pass by

and turn their eyes my way

but no longer have a claim on me.

In wide hats, feather boas

and cloaks of stars they pass, but no longer stay

cluttering dreams for days and years

with swirling mists, droning gabble and icy threats.

 

Ghosts pass by

the darkened windows of my night and I

watch their two dimensional ambling

with eyes of dawn. The parade is long and filled

with fascinations, fears and the magics of moon.

But I have cut the chain

and am exorcised by love.

 

Painting and Poem by Clinock.

Painting: 20″ x 30″. Acrylic and oil on canvas. 2013. Click on image for more detail.

Mexico Redux 3 – A Yarn of Magic…

For explanation of this series please see Mexico Redux 1.

I wrote this post just before leaving for an extended painting trip to Mexico in January 2012. I have edited the original for this redux.   I talk about Huichol art because the high desert surrounding San Miguel De Allende (the town I paint in) is home to the ancient peoples and rituals that give birth to this art form. Huichol art has always been cloaked in a veil of mysticism — probably one of the reasons serious collectors seek out this form of artesanía. Colourful, symbolic ‘yarn paintings,’ inspired by visions experienced during spiritual ceremonies, characterize Huichol art. In the ceremonies, shaman artists ingest peyote, a hallucinogenic, which induces brightly coloured visions; these are considered messages from their ancestors. The symbolic and mythological imagery of these visions influences the art, which encompasses not only yarn paintings but also fascinating masks and bowls decorated with tiny colored beads. ‘Yarn paintings’ are created by patiently and sensitively adhering hundreds of strips of brightly coloured yarn to a solid background to form images such as are seen in the artwork above.

I purchased this ‘yarn painting’ from Antonio, a Huichol shaman artist in San Miguel De Allende. Despite our difficulty in conversing – his English and my Spanish being poor – I understood that certain symbolic images appear in this work. I wrote down what I could understand of what Antonio told me about those images and have made a tentative translation of his words into a poem of sorts:

Wearing the mask of the sacred deer the Healer dances until dawn around the ceremonial fire. We all dance until dawn around the ceremonial fire.

Taking the meat of the sacred deer the Healer feeds the people and the gods around the ceremonial fire. We all feed each other around the ceremonial fire.

Before the dawn the Healer must perform the cleansing. The Moon offers the Healer her secret power of wisdom and dreams to perform the cleansing and we are cleansed.

After the dawn the Healer must perform the healing. The Sun offers the Healer his secret power of heat and light and with eagle feathers the Healer performs the healing and we are healed.

At noon the Water God sends the Hummingbird. The Hummingbird is the third blessing of the dance. The Hummingbird brings laughter and children and blesses the Healer and we are all blessed.

At sunset the Healer blesses the corn. The blessing of the corn offers hope for a full harvest, offers hope for our health and for our children’s health, offers full bellies for us all.

In this way we honour our gods. In this way we honour our ancestors. In this way we honour the earth. In this way we honour ourselves.

 Huichol Yarn Painting by Antonio / Poem by Clinock.