Category Archives: Stories of my Art

Dual

Duel

It’s a fast and frantic dance

around the corpus collosum

these days -

a crowded floor,

confused music,

stumbling movement,

crushed toes and egos.

Always has been this way

I guess and

always will?

Spinning yins and

gesticulating yangs

yelling and threatening.

Black versus white.

Frolic becomes fight,

man and woman,

ideologies,

church and state,

hate,

woman and woman,

man and man,

the loss of love,

war.

What if the gods lay down

and slept it off?

What if the waltz

was more fascinating

than the weapon?

What if a vast silence

descended

and everyone

took the day off

and listened

in quietude

to what one other person

wished to say?

The world continues

to turn gracefully.

It is only the animal

who-man who

is too clumsy

and deaf with self

to follow the music

of the spheres.

Get down

and boogie

the night

away –

it takes two

to -

and more.

And many more

equals

peace.

Poem and Acrylic painting on canvas. 20″ x 30″ by clinock.

The Waiting Room Drawings.6. Urban Heat

Waiting Room Drwg

The Waiting Room Drawings #6 – Urban Heat – solvent rubbing – by clinock.   June 04. 2013.

she comes and goes

in this room

lacerating space with light,

tears and laughter,

while I stand

in urban heat

between faces and windows

lost in the solitude of speed.

 

she comes and goes

through the waiting,

promising nothing

yet open to all,

while I stand

arms akimbo

within traffic jams

that do not speak to me.

 

she comes and goes

across my gaze

and vanishes in night,

engaged elsewhere

while I stand

with clown nose

hawking post cards

of women I have known.

 

she comes and goes

through this solitude

on undeviating wings.

“Follow me” she says

then disappears

into the room beyond

the waiting room

where I cannot follow.

 

Poem and artwork by clinock.

Mexico Redux #7 – the Dance of Life

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So, Clinock, enough already with these Redux posts – when are you going to publish some new art? Well my friends – I’m working on it – not just for you but also for me, me, me (it’s all about me don’t ya know). I’ve been delightfully   moodling –  happily idling, dawdling and puttering.

This redux is from Mexico last year with strong connections to Easter which will be hatching for us all soon.

All photos by yo. Click on images for larger detail.

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Spring 2012 – Hundreds of Indigenous dancers from across Mexico and from many tribes in North America recently gathered in the center of San Miguel De Allende to celebrate a local religious event connected to Easter festivities and ritual. When viewing the photos you can complete the picture by imagining the swirling movement of the dancers combined with the sensual intensity of the loudest drumming I have ever heard, the explosion of fireworks and the ringing of church bells.

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This is an event that combines pre-Christian spring ritual with Catholic beliefs. J.C. (not me) is ever present but becomes a partner in the timeless dance of life.

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I was blown away by the sensuality – sound, colour, movement, intensity and shared humanity of these dances. My Vancouver home has little to compare with these celebrations of new life – too much sangfroid in our northern climes.

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The inclusion of animals in the dress of the dancers was a reminder of our sharing of this planet with all living creatures. In Mexican mythology and legend animals play a leading role. We are all animals – which one do you choose to be?

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Sharing water – do you all grok this?

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Redux – With The Sun In My Eyes (images from San Miguel De Allende, Mexico). More eggs….

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My first post from San Miguel De Allende, Mexico is about one of the most popular celebrations in Catholic countries and cities: the Easter Carnival. This is a tradition that is held every Sunday prior to Ash Wednesday before Lent. In San Miguel in the 1970s and before the tradition took place on the Jardin, the central plaza of the town and consisted of the women walking in the opposite direction to the men, who gave their chosen woman a flower or asked permission to sprinkle confetti from an empty eggshell on their heads – requesting them to be their girlfriend. The girls were always in the company of their mothers and sisters.

This the beginning of spring here, in San Miguel, and also the start of religious and secular activities leading up to Easter. Today on the Jardin my favorite local ritual took place, definitely derived from pagan origins. Male and female children and teens chased each other with bags full of painted eggs that were empty of the usual content and filled with confetti (although the young jokers in the crowd filled them with tempera paint powder or flour). Except for the little kids it is a blatant courting and fertility ritual and loosely continues the tradition from the 70s and before. Boys chased girls and visa versa and smashed eggs on each others heads, covering each other and the entire ground of the Jardin with inches thick multi coloured confetti. It was hilarious and joyful to watch and no one was exempt, I was just sitting on a bench taking photographs and I was egged three times and completely covered in confetti. I watched the kids running after each other around the outside of the Jardin, screaming, laughing and egging while the adults danced together around the central bandstand to mariachi music under blue skies and hot sun.

I know we have much to be thankful for in the north but I think so often, when I am here, that our northern culture is missing so much, we have so few gathering places or deeply traditional events like this on the Jardin – to dance, play music and connect with each other, and we have nothing to match this eggstatic ritual of joy in celebrating spring and courtship.

Mexico Redux 6 – Paintings from El Patio – 3.

Desire

Desire. 11″ x 15″. Acrylic and oil on paper. Created on El Patio February 2012.

Sometimes I wonder if she smiles for me

or for some wild entity

rampaging through the backyards of her mind,

tantalizing, slippery with lust and

parting her night with lunar hands.

 

Fallen from grace and wingless he comes

trailing smoke in the tomcat night,

clawing at her window, his hungry

face pressed hard against the glass

mouthing his irresistible song.

 

Trembling her invitation, thrilled to her bones

in the humming dark on naked sheets,

she longs for scarlet breath, volcanic depths,

a touch that opens lips and

his pulsing, swelling blood.

 

The night has teeth, tongues that lap

the flesh as cats ingesting milk. Flickering shadows

cloaking cries of skin, hallucinating seeds of ecstasy,

exploding stars, sighing moons and helpless birds

spinning through stirred clouds.

 

Bound by whispers, caressed by drums,

dancing in arms of fire igniting fire,

released and wanting, opening, closing,

surrendering to wolf and owl, she dreams

the ancient forests of desire.

Painting and Poem by Clinock.

Mexico Redux 5 – Paintings from El Patio – 2.

The Other

The above painting is The Other. 11″ x 15″. Acrylic and oil on paper. Created on El Patio February 2012. While working I often had the feeling of another presence at my side or looking over my shoulder. Not the art school instructor or a tequila sprite but an ineffable companion in the act of art. I struggled to make this feeling tangible in this painting.

Who is the third who walks always beside you?

When I count, there are only you and I together

but when I look ahead up the white road

there is always another one walking beside you

gliding wrapt in a brown mantel, hooded

I do not know whether a man or a woman

but who is that on the other side of you?

T.S. Eliot – from The Waste Land - V.

Mexico Redux 4 – Paintings from El Patio – 1.

SMA Patio

As I’ve mentioned before, when in San Miguel De Allende I painted on this inspiring patio attached to a local art school. I’ve just heard (Feb. 2013) that the school has been sold due to the owners illness. I call on all muses to ensure it continues unchanged as an art school and not as a restaurant or worse. My days here were blissful and in the next few posts I will re-show some of the paintings I made on El Patio in early 2012.

The above is Pie Rat. 11″ x 15″. Acrylic and oil on paper. Influenced by memories of wanting to be a pirate when young, pirate stories of my Celtic ancestors and tales of daring-do off of the coast of Mexico, (also, of course, related to my blog – Art Rat – Pie Rat – close kin). Recently this image has come to symbolize other, less fantastical aspects of my life – but that’s another story….

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Rite of Spring

Rite of Spring. 22″ x 30″. Acrylic on paper. 2011

Although it has been an unbelievably mild winter in Vancouver, with new growth promising an early spring, I am still missing my annual visit to the heat of Mexico. Usually at this time I am either soaking in the roaring surf of Sayulita or painting in the sun drenched courtyards of historic San Miguel De Allende. Instead, I am rusting in the overcast chill of  a wet, north-west coast February.  So, for awhile, I am taking a virtual holiday by re-visiting some of my past Mexico posts, with a little tweaking and editing. I hope to share the southern sun with those of you who are deprived of such in this turn of seasons.

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Rite of Spring was created in San Miguel De Allende in this warm, sun dappled patio filled with sculptures, paintings, cats, street sounds, the coming and going of art students, nut sellers and the soulful music and song of central Mexico. I was inspired by images of the heat and colours of the Aztec sun god merged with the tree spirits of the dark northern forests of Canada dancing to the drums and singing of ancient Haida voices.

Credit Due?

DSC06189Self Portrait by Clinock. 17″ x 22″. Acrylic on paper. Paint applied with credit card. 2012.

The challenge – to create a self portrait without using a brush. I used only a credit card to apply the paint – what did I need the card for anyway? It ain’t photographic realism but hey, all credit due, it wasn’t an easy process. At least, I won’t be overspending this Christmas!

Post 200 – Bejabbers!

This is my 200th post and I have just passed ’50,000 views all time’. I mention this only as an opportunity to tell you that I would not have kept going if it had not been for your support, inspiration and shared interest in what emerges from this ancient brain and heart. So I say Thank You with more feeling than I can express in words.

Rite of Spring by Clinock. 22″ x 30″. Acrylic on paper. 2011

To mark this day I am resurrecting my very first post along with its commentators – plus – Rite of Spring which is the first piece of art I ever placed (with nervous anticipation) on this site.

I began this blog as a required project for a Business in Art course (establish a presence on the web – 25%). I thought that I would delete it when the course was over – but here I still am – entranced by the magic of cyber-bonding!

My first post was titled: In the beginner’s mind there are many possibilities, but in the expert’s there are few. Posted on July 7, 2011 | 8 Comments | It follows:

My son asked me if art was still art if no-one else sees it, (does the tree falling in the forest make a sound if no-one is there to hear it?). Profound questions!
To make art is to share ideas, dreams, emotions and stories – the narratives of one’s life. If no-one but the artist ever sees it is the image simply artistic masturbation – a satisfying relief for the artist but a lonely and isolated pursuit? Sharing one’s art and sending it out into the world is always exciting and a little scary, evoking emotions similar to when one’s children leave home.

So, here I am, beginning a new adventure; claiming my small campsite in a vast cyber-scape. I arrive barefoot with nothing but my two passions: art and writing; and a beginner’s mind…

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See you all again in #201 – Art Rat <3