Ada is a very sweet elder lady and takes her very sweet elder dog for a stroll and a poop every day in my hood. Ada and I talk whenever we chance to meet by the gate.
Ada told me she named her dog Anna after her only daughter because It seems that her dog, Anna, gives her more respect and more caring companionship than does Anna her daughter who is always just too stressed from selling real estate in Toronto to visit.
Ada always smells of mothballs and Anna of lavender doggy wash liquid and dog poop.
Ada told me that she was once a secretary to a local winter sporting goods tycoon named Albert Snow! She never married because she was in love with her boss Albert who was married.
Albert’s wife was an alcoholic. Ada sent her a case or two of the very best and strongest moonshine on every possible occasion…!
Ada always tells me to never settle for second best.
(The mostly unreadable collaged text is taken from a typing instruction manual from the 1950s.)
Throughout the winter I will be sharing my work from my year away.
Most of the fāz/ series was painted in Mexico. They are faces looking out from that burning line of incomprehensible magic where outside becomes inside and inside becomes outside. They emerged, fast and furious dragons, their birth carrying image and spirit fire of others and myself, mostly myself.
I like to hang out with this new family, many of them make me laugh, some are welcome spirit guides, some are too tragic for words, all are teachers.
fāz/, pun very much intended, also a confluence of other meanings on many levels:
*a distinct period or stage in a process of change or forming part of something’s development.
* a stage in a person’s psychological development.
*a genetic or seasonal variety of an animal’s coloration.
* carry out (something) in gradual stages.
origin: early 19th century (denoting each aspect of the moon): from French phase, based on Greek phasis ‘appearance,’ from the base of phainein ‘to show.’
all spiraling into the guts of each painting and back into my heart.
Ada and Anna. 18”x14”. Acrylic and mixed media on paper and panel. By clinock.