Awards Dilemma

Rodin-The-Thinker Pickle

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More than a little while ago I received a Sunshine Award nomination from Deena at – http://keatsandkitsch.wordpress.com (a very refreshing blog is Deena’s – check it out). I told her that I was in an existential dilemma about awards and that I would make a decision soon whether to accept or reject. I have been longer than ‘soon’ and I apologize to Deena for this. I also graciously thank her for honouring me with this award.

My final decision is to accept this award, however, it will be my final acceptance.

I have honestly enjoyed receiving awards in the past – enjoyed the chance it gave me to promote those blogs that inspired me and I must admit I also enjoyed the ego boost.

My present thinking about having an ‘Award Free Blog’ is effected by: lack of time to do full justice to each award, the exclusivity of the process and the growing number of Award Free Blogs amongst those I would nominate. I also often feel restricted by the award rules.

So I am gratefully accepting the Sunshine Award from Deena, even though I will be breaking some of the rules. After this I will be posting an ‘Award Free Blog’ notice.

A genuine thanks again to Deena and to everyone who previously nominated me for awards – I was honoured every time.

This award states: The Sunshine Award is an award given by bloggers to other bloggers. The recipients of the Sunshine Award are: “Bloggers who positively and creatively inspire others in the blogsphere”. The way the award works is this: Thank the person who gave you the award and link back to them. Answer questions about yourself. Select 10 of your favourite bloggers, link their blogs to your post and let them know they have been awarded the Sunshine Award!

 Questions about myself:

What inspired you to start blogging?

It was a final project in an art school course called ‘Business in Art.’ We had to create a web presence. I did so with every intention of deleting after the course was over – but I got hooked.

 How did you come up with the name to your blog?

Art Rat Café was the name of a popular after hours art class I began in the school where I used to teach. After I was ‘retired’ the headmaster also ‘retired’ the name of this class, insisting that parents would think that the art room had rats! Good grief!  I wanted to keep the name alive – so …

 What is your favourite blog that you like to read?

This is truly impossible to answer. Every blog I read has something that reflects the creativity of the blogger concerned. However, my blog roll contains the names of those blogs that have particularly inspired me.

 Tell about your dream job.

Apart from the administrative crap my long experience as a high school art teacher was a dream job come true. Apart from that, six summers, as a fire-lookout man in northern British Columbia, Canada has to be near to perfect.

 Is your glass half full or half empty?

Depends what I am drinking.

 If you could go anywhere for a week’s vacation, where would you go?

Burgas, Bulgaria where love permeates the air – but a week is never enough!

 What food can you absolutely not eat?

Dead animals.

 Dark chocolate or milk chocolate?

This question is far too intimate to answer…

 How much time do you spend blogging?

Not enough yet way too much. I enjoy it but it takes away from my art making – this is always a dilemma.

 Do you watch TV – if so, what are some of your favourite shows?

Haven’t had TV for many, many years – don’t miss it – never will…

 Select 10 of your favourite bloggers, link their blogs to your post and let them know they have been awarded the Sunshine Award!

This is where I break the rules. I simply cannot choose only ten bloggers so I choose all of those bloggers who have inspired me – you know who you are – and I expect nothing from you dear friends. If you wish to claim this award nomination please go for it.

Thank you again Deena and thank you to you all for sharing your lives, dreams, art and writings on your sites – you have made this world a richer place.

Window Interlude – Who is Leslie Emile?

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who is this mystery

behind the weird

shaped window?

is she the artist

or the portrait?

why the incongruous

splodges of earth tones

and greens?

is that a cat

roughly made?

and what

oh what

is behind the curtains?

Poem and photo by clinock.

 

Window Interlude – Reflections

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There is mystery here

induced by light,

not difficult or rare,

a pedestrian sight,

yet magical

none the less,

drawing the eyes

deep into dream.

 

It’s a sleight of vision,

a riddle of the gods,

solved by

a gazing child

who can’t let go

of this sunlit puzzle.

 

Lost in this tableau

of reflected thoughts

he is found in wonder.

 

Poem and photo by clinock.

Photo: Store window. Main St. Vancouver.

Remembering Mum

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Joan Margaret Clinock. 1915 – 2004.

 In January 2004 I was in my mother’s house in England. She had recently died, age 88, and being a single child I was sorting out her home alone. I sat at her dining room table, the same table I had sat at so often as a child, and wrote this for her. I post it today in love and memory of love given without limits for so many years. I will always miss you mum, always.

 The cyclamen still blooms

on your windowsill,

in colours of a Canadian sunrise

covered in tears of rain.

I want to tell you how beautiful it is

but I can’t find you.

I suppose that I am an orphan now,

an old gray child crying for his mum

in a house empty of you.

Yet I embrace your life in me

as once you embraced my life in you.

I am who I am because of you

and who you were.

And all you gave to me

I now give to my sons.

And they, in turn, will pass it on.

And so the circle is unbroken

and you will live in us.

When I was a child

you dispersed my shadows

with your light

and my sadness with your smile.

And after every storm

You were my sunshine.

You hated cold and dark,

loved the sun and long summer days.

But although it is winter

on this windy coast

you would like it here today

because the warmth and brightness

of your dearest friends

and their flowers of farewell

have touched this place with spring.

Soon you will join your husband

under the wild Cornish sky

that you both loved so much,

and your spirits will be free

to wander the ancient sea and hills

in the wind that lifts gulls

above the rocks and heather.

And I will think of you

there together

and be still.

Window Interlude – Flag Waver

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Wave on little man,

wave on

against broken blues

and black beyonds,

wave on.

Stalwart your banner,

loyal your stance

against the cutting edge

of change and

the coming collapse.

Wave on little man,

against smashed

forgotten fragments

in a condo garden.

Photo and Poem by clinock. Thanks and credit to unknown stencil artist.

Photo: Stencil on condemned building window. East Vancouver, BC.

Window Interlude – Dreams For Sale

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ghosts sleep behind glass,

memories confused

by labyrinths of iron,

spines and cheeks

leaving no trace.

passing this window,

“Dreams for Sale”

my face reflects

on haunted pillows.

I pause – and walk on.

Photo and Poem by clinock.

Photo: Bed in store window. Main Street, Vancouver, Canada.

‘The 100′ #77 – MAY THE FOURTH BE WITH YOU…

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Looking, but not seeing

this leaping spring,

observed in surreal intensity

by the world

in your museum,

an incongruous anachronism

frozen in place and time,

stuffed stiff with allegiance

to moss covered empires,

your Freudian

hat and gun stand to,

but not with,

attention,

while across the street

cherry blossoms bloom

and all the human tribes

sing for peace.

Heroic statue, on guard

for the forgotten,

May the Fourth be with you.

Poem and photo by clinock. Vancouver street art by unknown stencil artist and taggers, with thanks.

‘The 100′ series was initiated by my 100th Post in April 2012. As text and images are the essence of my blog I will post 100 pieces of textual art from historical and contemporary artists and from my own hand. To view the series to date click on ‘The 100’ in my Category Menu.